Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The value of a life

I sit in an apartment that I dont have next months rent for and I contemplate what exactly am I doing with all the free time between looking for jobs and I...I draw a blank. My point is what is the value of a life if I cant go to the movies. Im trying to conserve as much cash as I can because I dont have any importing into my accounts and Im almost at wits end and applying to Blockbuster. A college grad looking for a job at Blockbuster. I think I need to stop using this as a public journal and do something productive with croonies.com.
I have nearly all of the characteristics of a blogger: broke, lots of free time, semi-nerdy, somewhat knowledgeable but think Im smarter than I am, opinionated, narcissistic, but I dont live at home.

Monday, June 16, 2008

nothing is ever really lost

I stumbled onto a book at one of those luxurious bookstores that has an escalator and a nationwide coffee shop that haunts nearly every corner of America called "FOUND". Its exactly what the title attempts to describe in as little words as possible...a collection of pictures, notes, lists, and other written thoughts that were found by someone that is not the original author. 
The book has moments of hilarity, and from the scan I am assuming its attempt is just that. I did stumble onto some suicide notes, and in a sick, eerie way, found myself trying to hide my chuckle from the other consumers, selfishly thinking they were watching me.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Ich bin ein Berliner

I saw Speed Racer and loved it. It took my balls for a little joy ride, added some much needed color, and then karate chopped the crap out of them...crane kick style.

But last night I saw The Counterfeiters and it was one emotional movie. It was one of the best told stories that I have had the pleasure to hear. Its about a Russian Jew man, Salomon "Sally" Sorowitch who makes money the illegal way, on a printing press in a studio, in an infant Nazi Germany. When he finally gets nailed he goes to a concentration camp. You can expect to see that there is the absolute sadistic behaviors of the Nazi soldiers maltreating the prisoners, and the horrors that took place. The unflinching executions and the savage principles of survival among the prisoners and among the Nazi soldiers as they realized their infamous, malicious regime was dismantling.
But in the final stages of the war, the Nazi's assembled a group of professionals: printers, collotypers, photographers, counterfeiters, papermakers, and artists to make a counterfeit pound and eventually the dollar. These are hand selected men from around the country, from any of the camps, and brought to one camp, Sachsenhausen, where they were boarded up in their own private bunk with luxuries. They were fed as well as the Germans, bathed, clothed, had free time, and proper beds, but still prisoners. Pissed on, spit at, and humiliated constantly by the guards, but were kept alive for the purpose of funding the Germans war. Its an unsettling movie at times, but the hope for something better or someplace better is what drives some of the men to debunk the whole operation, causing a stall in the operation long enough for men to crack, and others to die.
Its a sad but truly great movie. And its just one more hash mark against "Ze Germans"