my life sucks
Well folks I hate to break it to you, but this blog has no fancy title that is secretly refering to some hidden meaning of something that was once better, but the title speaks for what my life is...currently. I suggest you just not read this one.
I wake up and go to work. I work a twelve hour day. I come home and sleep.
Man how can so many people do this? They get into a rhythm of this crap. Well I refuse. I swear to you. This time next week I will have good news to bring to the masses. I dont know what the news will be, but I will bring it, and it will be a change that will domino into something bigger. Im not promising a huge change right now, but I am promising change. This is a change you can believe in. Hmmm. That has a jingle to it.
So right now my life is slowly unraveling, well there was a big unravel tonight. After a super shitty week and some serious hours that I thought I would never be doing, after that situation where you put work before your loved ones...you know. You always see the situation in the movies...the dad who is working so hard so that he can get ahead and provide a better life for his family, but in the process he misses his kids tee ball games and ends up screwing everything up. Well I did that with my relationship. Then I blew up. (little L Im sorry)
Im just realizing that as I was getting this whole big ball rolling, I decided that I was going to work smart, but somehow I got lost. Im just working so freaking hard now. Too hard.
Im sorry about this crappy rant, but you dont have to read it.
posted by croonie at
10:47 PM
2 Comments:
It seems that since you're trying to copy my life anyway, you should ring up Craig Kimball in Arcadia for a cool, laid-back job, and Claron from Pasadena for a surfing mentor. Also, The Iliad Bookshop on Lankershim is a great spot to get away from it all.
Don't try to find yourself in Southern California, you never will.
Mark Twain said it best:
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."
I am self employed trying to make money so I dont have to work and write movies full time. I am not trying to find myself, but I am somewhat copying your coasted life in California. I was here with you and you did not have a hard life here.
Im not going to lie, my stay with you and your lazy ways attracted me back to Cali.
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